Leaving Japan

exit sign - leaving Japan

I’m at Narita airport, waiting for my plane to take me back to Seattle. Somehow, one year of my life has passed by in the blink of an eye.

I can’t remember how long I’ve just assumed I’d live in Japan one day. It seems like something I’ve always planned on doing. This country has been in my conscious since a very early age, when I’d hear stories from my grandparents of their lives here in the early 20th century. I grew up having scraps of Japanese culture, language and cuisine weaving a cord between me and an exotic country across the sea.

My first visit to Japan was in 1981, when I was 13 years old. Nortoriously unadventurous at that time when it came to food, I suvived on rice, seaweed and two trips to McDonalds. Despite my lack of culinary adventure, the trip left a huge impression on me and I’ve wanted to return every since.

And now here I am at the end of a year of my life lived in Japan. Despite being excited about returning to the States to see family and friends, I have mixed feelings about leaving after only one year. It seems too short a time, really, to come to any fair conclusions as to what type of place Japan really is.

And as I write this, I’m having trouble coming up with anything like a neat summary of my time and of my experiences here. My mind is kind of mush now after three weeks of being uprooted — traveling, as well as leaving one life behind and returning to another I haven’t occupied for a year.

So, no deep thoughts at this point. Only a mention that I know I’ll be back one day.

5 thoughts on “Leaving Japan

  1. sad to see you go; hopefully this forum for your thoughts and photos won’t go. best of luck back home, and we’ll always keep the noren out for you here.

  2. Mike, I m a little sad for you but you are so lucky too to find again the path of one of your previous lives. For a few weeks now, I have been constently amazed at how close we are. Often, reading your posts will make me feel like I wrote them, this is really weird. I was in Korea almost when you went there too and all of it felt so weird. Anyway, good luck for what s next and I hope to meet you one day.
    take care.

  3. I wish I could experience just a fraction of what you have over there. I know I will someday, hopefully within the next few years, but that doesn’t keep me from feeling jealous now.

  4. Hey Mike, just wanna let you know what a joyful jolt of escapism your blog has been. I lived in Japan until I was 5 and also feel a strong connection to the place even now that I’m the ripe old age of 36. I hope you’ll keep the blog up; the photos are fantastic, and I look at them a lot!

  5. I felt the same sense of melancholy when I left Japan; a dream fulfilled is the loss of that dream. Now what?
    Looking forward to the unfolding of your new dreams…

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